Chapter 9

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Hamad 

It's Hamad holding the other side of the door 

My heart skipped a beat I mean it

I'm not exadrating I mean it  

That strange feeling comes every-time he passes and skips a beat every time  I see him <3

Is it normal ? 

I just can't explain my self in words 

The way I love him can only be explained in songs I mean it songs only ! 

The day ended and I went home the normal roteen took place 

Days passes 

Love increases 

And end of year exams are close ! 

How was it ? 

Chapter 8

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I reached home 

Went to my bedroom & grabbed my stuff ( clothes) and changed into a JC track-suit 

Usually i wait for my father to arrive so we can eat lunch together but it was already 3:09pm 

And I'm starving 

I called my father 

Me; halla baba 

Dad ; hallla 

Me ; baba j3t wenk ?

Dad; f 6reeg f 6reeg

Me ; okay then bye 

Dad ; yalla bye bye 

But I couldn't wait ;( 

 

Mom; roo7y ekly Ana bag3d weya oboch 

Me; okay 

I ate then went to bed

It 6;30pm 

Mom ; saraaa ... SAROOH

Me; hmmm 

Mom; mo 3adtivh tnamen el 39r gomy 9ar el ma'3arb w 5rabty nomch !

Me; shasawy t3banah mama 

Mother ; yalllah yalllah 

Wala agol

Kamly nomch L'9b7

Me; wal wal magdr b7awl yallla  G'n

W Kamlt nomy 

Gmt sa3ah 4;00 am & I was sweating ! 

So I went to the toilet and had a quick warm shower <3 

Then changed into my school uniform 

Put on some makeup 

Finally my breakfast was ready 

I ate with no rush ! 

Mum came 

Mom ; saroy 

Me while kissing her forehead 

; Halla

Mum; mta gmt ?

Me; 4 

Mum; badry

Me; ehhh bs 5l9t '3ara'9y 3ala ra7ty 

 

Mum; sfty many badry no ts'hreen

Me; inshallah

I was surprised she didn't comment on my makeup 

She was in a good mood

So I went to school 

Greeted my friends the went to class

 I concentrated well ;) 

The day went nothing new 

The last lesson was English

The teacher wanted her markers it was in her room which was in the other building 

She asked for help because she couldn't leave the class 

All girls were busy I was the only available one

So she choose me !

I went 

It was awkward how I walked alone 

Everywhere was quite  

 The door between two buildings was closed so I opened it 

O,O  

Chapter 7

Sorry for lateness knt mash'3olah bil3eed w el2hal 

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It's obvious hahaha 

Hamad and his young sister 

<3,<3 ahhh  

I love him his hair face smile

 just kills me inside 

he's hot in my eyes 

Not to others 

I love the way he holds his sisters hands I just wish I was there instead ! 

He came signed his name and his sisters 

I didn't want to show feelings so I just smiled at his sister then went 

His only sister was named  mnera after her grandmother ( father-side) 

I loved how mnera talked About Hamad even the negative stuff was positive and cute to me 

Back to reality 

Every weekend I loved to spend it at my grandpa's because there'll be a chance we meet 

I loved school because of Hamad

I  just can't wait to see him there

I usually fight for the last seat in class but since the day Hamad entered my heart

I always sit In front

In order to see him pass the core-door <3 

Through the door window ! 

My friends and classmates

realized that something is wrong with me

 since I always daydream  listen to love Songs 

And how i put makeup !

I just couldn't handle my self ! 

I can't tell him

I can't 

He's my cuzn ! 

Msta7yl bygol Ana mb mtrabyah 

I wish e7na mthl el2janb 

The school lessons ended and I rushed to my car

Then I told the driver to play rashed Al Majed C'D 

My house was 25 minutes away 

L2an z7ma ! 

Knt afakr shlon agolah shloon? 

Wana maby athkr esmy ! 

<\3

The song Ana '9ayeg played ! 

جيت بحبي ولا هو ذنبي لان قلبي ماهو محايد

مابغى غيره شره وخيره ياهي حيره قلبه بايد

انا الوافي وهو الجافي حبي صافي وجرحه سايد

انا ضايق وبالي ضايق .. انا ضايق وبالي ~ضايق

jeet b7by w laho thanby ! 

Let a7d yfhamny bs yaleet .. 

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Chaper 6

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Exams came and past 

My grades were one A two B's four C's and two d's

Obviously It not good

I was a bit afraid of my parents  (not because they'll abuse me ) ;p but i hate to see them angry 

especially 

If i was the reason ..

Ghada; sara ?

Me ; Ghada Omg i have to delete hamad  

Ghada; laish ?

Me; my family already shakaw  w  ys2lony plz plz

Ghada; okai dgeega 

Me; *worried*  asr3

Ghada; done ,, 

Me; uff shasawy

I made up stories 

Dont think they believed me 

I'll pass it 

After 3 (year) i discovered that she may done it on purpose because ive spread a story about her before we'll not but she think that i did 

Back here 

I had trips and days i never forgot y7 awwh it was one of my favorite <\3

Me; Ghada are you still with rashed ?

Ghada ; winty shakoo ?

Me ; bal bal as2l

Ghada ; laa2 tfaragna w kil'n shaf 6rejah

Me: laish 7lata el 7ub f hal 3mr w f hight school kil mkan tshofena 

Ghada; smiled

Then 

Walked faster and left me behind 

Me; wait wait

Ghada ignored

How nice :)

I walked to my class normally then went home

Next Morning

Mery; saraah sarah gomii gomii

Me; ufff zain gmt 

Mery ; yaaalla madrassa

I forced my self to stand and walk to the bathroom

Mery went down

 i ran to my bed again =))

30 minutes later

Mom ; saroooh inty layl7en hnee ? 

Me ; labyh inshalla yoma 

Ran So fast washed ma face and put on some eyeliner and mascara 

Last but not least a bit if lipstick 

I took my sandwich & rushed down 

It was 7:00 already 

My mum was down she saw my makeup and asked me or should i say forced me to wash it away 

I was so angry washed it she was waiting for me down she saw my face 

Then she released me

Thank god we go on separated cars  

I had mascara in my bag and lipstick so i added some on my way ;p

I asked the driver to play the CD it was RASHED AL MAJED's CD

I loved him so much !

I listened to 

ماخبروك اني عليك انت ميت 

ماقد سمعت بها ولايوم للحين 

ياليت عيني عنك صدت وعيت

بعدين قلي معك بعدين وبعدين 

❤❤❤ 

All i was thinking of hamad 

<3

When i reached school it was already 7:45

I had to sign a sheet then skip the hole lesson just sitting in silence 

In a room were all students are sent if they were late

Before i sign there was a quo i waited for 10 minutes then wa2a5eran the hall was empty

 while i was writing my name and signing 

  

My heart beats were getting faster and faster with no reason

Then I heard the door opening

<3

O,O

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Chapter 5

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This week went so slow i didnt study well

I was just wondering were's hamad and what is he doing right now

 

I used to waste my time by

 putting on my mp3 player and listen to my favorite songs

 القلب سلم لك أمـره ... في حالتـي إنت أدرى

ياللي حنانـك وطيبك ... تنحـط ع الجرح يبرى

شفـاف يانـورعينـي ... حـبـوب قلبك يبينـي

زهرة شبابـي وسنيني ... تفـداك ألفـيـن مـره

الله لـمـا تّـكـلـم ... كـنـك تغـنـي ترنـم

الورد منـك تعـلـم ... والشـاعر يضيع شِعـره

حنـون ربي يصونـك ... فـي طيبتـك في عيونك

دنيـاك حبـي وكونك ... ياطيب عمـري وعطـره

فديت صوتـك فديتـك ... شفتك عشقتـك هويتـك

ياليت تـدري ياليتـك ... غـلاك ياكـبـر قـدره

I loved that part "shft 3shgtk hawetk" 

W knt agol (aahhh lo t7s fyny )

Knt ad3y rby ashofah 9dfah wafr7 bshofta'h

Suddenly

Merry; saraaah sarrrrah

Me; n3m n3m ?

Merry; ghada fe telpon !

Me ; 5ala9 okai okai roo7y 

I went down and grabed the phone from my nanny's hands

Me; aloo'h ?

Ghada ; halla sara

Me ; oooh ahlain a5barch ?

Ghada ; tmam

Me; doo ( ghada interrupted )

Ghada; 5alna mn edl3  abech b salfaa

Me; amry

Ghada ; Sara laish mat'9efen hamad on Fb

Me ; NO WAY

Ghada ; laish

Me ; inty habla shbygol 3ny

Ghada ; 3ady i have my cousins in fb ! 

Me ; la ana '3air

Ghada ; ohoo closed minded

Me; la la bs mb 3adla'h bygoloon glelat el 2db

Ghada ; laish shbtgolen ?

Me ; wala shay O,O

Ghada ; 5ala9 3yal 

Me ; mmm bfkr 

Ghada ; kyfch !

Me ; uff minch 5ala9 5ala9 okai bs my laptop 5rbab ;( 

Ghada ; aana a'9ef'ha lich

Me ; okai my user SaraXXXXX

W my pass *******

Ghada ; d5lt

Me ; i'm nervous

Ghada ; ohooo ma3ach

Me ; 5ala9 ,,5ala9

Ghada ; i've sent a request 

Me ; (while sweating ) oohh zain =D

Days passed

And hamad didnt accepted -,-

Ghada decided to write a message 

"Add Me i'm XXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXX " 

One day went by  and hamad at last accepted ! 

Me; Ghada 9wry bjwalich Hamads album aby ashofa please please

Ghada; la la shd3wa

Me; please please please please please 

Ghada ; ma3a wayhich inzain =))

I received all available photos it helped alot since i didnt saw hamad for 2 week    

I stayed up late staring and thinking about the photos till i felt asleep ;")

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Me; Ghada walla shakly a7ba mat7seen enah 7lw ?

Ghada: wa3 =)) 

Me; wallah m7d 7lw b3eny '3airah fl school

Ghada; dont  exaggerate 

Me; madry bs fe feeling passes my heart kil ma ymr

Ghada; shay 6be3y ymkn mashftyh mn zman 

Me ; ymkn .. Ymkn !

Days passes w kil yoom yzed el2jab 

6b3n magdr asawy shay :)

Sometimes i smile to him bs mayla7'9

Sometime i follow him ..

Nothing new

I thought that he doesn't look at me because i'm ugly so 

Before the next day starts i went to my mothers room took some make up and put them in my bag

As soon as i arrived to school i went to ghada told her about my feelings and asked for help

She thought me how to put makeup

And i learned from the first try ;)

5 minutes left for the bell to ring ghada went

I add on some eyeliner and lipgloss plus abit of Mac-light pink blush

I was so happy walking with no fear the day passed so fast and i didn't see hamad ;( 

As soon as i reached home my mom was mad she said i was too young for makeup and people will think about me in a bad way  And my skin and and and .......

I didnt care i just say (inshalla) !

I went to my room and searched his name in facebook 

I found him

Ooh he looked so cute in the photo ;,) 

Cant help it 

Ate lunch and done my homework's 

It was 9:00 pm 

I was so tiered so i went to sleep 

The next day teachers gave us schedules for the mid-year exams 

I was nervous since i have a crush on hamad i didn't concentrated enough  or study

;(

Ghada; told me that maha changed school and shes aiming  to vist 

;D relieved at last thank god she changes school

Plus

My old hamad did too ;( but i'm not that sad because i was embraced too when i knew  that ghada told rashid and rashid told him

Atleast i got rid of the f'9e7a

My cousin hamad covered the last hamads  place ;')

So this week was study-week 

We don't get to go school 

Just study at home 

Every song i listen to was related to him 

I used to go to his facebook page read el 2sh3al put them into google then listen to the song

 ;,,)

 i love him

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summer passed through so fast but i had Enough fun with the family travelling 

shopping and  gathering with them

my cousins were fine to me

 i didn't act weired after what they did

 i didn't  have the time to explain or to understand

 things just happened so fast 

however school is back or should i say high school ;)

grade6 or year7 leaving the primary building and going to secondary

ahhh whata a feeling 

i was so excited this year we have extra subjects extra rooms and going around 

alot 

sitting with older student ... Cool ooh ya i was a kid 

First day of High-School

i went into the building ... i was so nervous but my happiness covers that on my face 

i went to my first class my teacher was quite sweet she asked the whole class about their summer and how they spent it 

the bell however ranged the teacher gaved us our schedule and of we went to our classes 

everything changed now i have a locker i have to pass sometimes the whole building to catch up with the other class ,in primary we didn't

 all classes were squashed together we barely walked 

i loved it though 

i was surprised i didn't saw ghada i was hoping she didn't change school i didn't know anyone here

i went to my first class it was French the teacher was so kind she gave us colors :p we were old enough for that but we couped with it 

30 minutes passed SUDDENLY 

Ghada

Ghada entered 

i was happy smiling and waving at her 

:0

ma36tny wayh 

she was smiling to her classmates 

i finished my work and waited for break 

riiiiiiinngggg

BREAK AT LAST 

i rushed out to the canteen ate and sat down 5 minutes later i went in to search for ghada 

she was in the toilet putting lip gloss -__-

i said hi she hugged me and said

Ghada : i miss you 

Me : Mee Tooo

Ghada: yalla 5al n6l3 nakl 

Me : okai yalla

i was surprised she forgot about what i did O.O

i ate but though ordered again and ate again with her 

we sat on a clean table ate and spoke about random stuff 

  Ghada and i had lots in common we loved the same things we had the same taste ...                                                       

  But no one can notice everyone looked up for ghada but not me they judged me on my look ! 

However i didn't cared  that much about it instead  i acted that i was okay so ghada cant find out 

Ghada ; yalla sara ran el jaras

Me ; yalla kany

Ghada went to the toilet washed her hands  put some  lip gloss on and went to her locker i was just following her ..

Me : wayed mastansa a7s 7lw high school 

Ghada ; eee 9a7  this face was on ":)" 

So we went to our lessons nothing new

Me; a5eran bnrj3 el byt

Ghada while smiling to others ; eee ee 

She was looking at the boys i can see  eyes under her ray-ban glasses 

Didn't mentioned anything

My side

it was kinda awkward looking at my (male) cousins going to their lessons while i am too

Not comfortable .. But cute

In a result I had to watch my self and my dfasha against others

Days passes nothing really interesting but ... 

I with time find out that i have a crush on one of my cousins 0.O 

 Couldn't get an explanation for that so i rushed down to ghada i needed her help

His name was Hamad ! Every time he passes a strange feeling passes my heart too i never experiences that but i think I'm in love . . . . . .

chapter 2

hi i'm back sorry for the lateness l2an i accidentally deleted the 3 chapters i wrote already !

i know i stopped now like for a month but you know its ramadan and i was so busy
especially that i wrote my chapters in my notepad but then i found out that i cant post it
using my phone it gets messy as soon as i post and so (m3 dfashty ) accidentally i deleted both 2&3

i'm so so sorry again hope you enjoy it ...

i was happy for ghada to be in-love 

So

 my cousins are in the same school but younger than me i told them about ghada  becaues i wanted them to be in-touch with me & to be upgraded all time ....i  told them ..

Me:PROMISE YOU DONT MENTION IT TO ANYONE I TRUSTED YOU REMEMBER

They say ; AKEED MAT'TH8EN FYNA ?

Me: Embala bs...

Them : Bs shno kamly kamly agool

6b3an i told them every thing i wanted them to be happy for her

2 weeks maroo 3ala 5air

 the next morning Suddenly ghada ran to me

Me: hala walla

Ghada : how did i trusted you ??

Me : ha O.O

Ghada : maglt lach matgolen 7ag a7ad laish the WHOLE SCHOOL YADREYBY

Me : 3an shno  titkalameen

maknt arag3 i didnt think for a second that my cousins will spread the word

Ghadaa: latsta'3ben kiln yadry 3an rashid laish gltyl'hm

Me: maglt ela 7ag one of my cousins

Ghada:  I TRUSTED YOU W YOU PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANY ONE

Me: well i kida did

she went

Maha was ghada BEST friend well she was her favorite :) because she was the one skinny mafyha jmal bs her personality zft ! w ghada likes her

she hated me

Maha came up to me

Me: halla walllah

Maha: ya3ny mstansa bily sawetyh b ghada 9a7 .. 9a7? she TRUSTED YOU
T3RFEN SHNO Y3NY TRUST laish nshrty el salfa

Me: ana maglt ela 7g wa7da

Maha: kathaba

Me : wallla

Me: SALWAAA..

salwa came up my cousin ana gilt lach el salfa w i trusted you shloon draw el 3alm ?

Salwa : i told 7ag my best friend noora she had a crush on rashied and so she spread it

me : ween noora

Maha Whispered : '3abeya

 though rolled her eyes and went

Me: mahaa ..  mahaaa

maha ignored

how nice

everything happened so quick cant wait to go home

i'm still alive at school because of hamad

lolah maknt msh6a6a ajy :"(

m3ana it's embracing wayeed bs yalla ..

he never looked at me though ! but i had a crush and every time he passes me i feel refreshed again =)

summer came up i was so relived and looking forward to travel
and forget about what happens in school :")

days passed maly wayeh ajabl akalm ghada

i missed the phone calls but nothing would help so i moved on ....