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ana fe so2al sha'3el baley
laish magdr agolah w laish anood tgdar t9ar7 laish ma aroo7
w goolah el 7gega mo hay ely abyh bs ya tara shno beykwn
rdat f3lah


bygol mar'9a 3alecch w ysker el salfah aw yst'3lney w y3rf el
shbab mthl shbab hal ayam ??

lo ana b USA kan sweet ely abyh bs bldna tehtam bm3ah w el '3al6
w el 3eeb ana ma3tre'9 bs shnoo 7al ely mthly ?

shno el 7al ?

asket w ansaa aw akaml wa6anesh

lo ansaa taraha 93bah ana awal marah a7b w hl shay mo sahel

ama a6anesh hay b3d 93bah shegolon 3an umy ?? wel aham
shbegolon 3any ana !

i know its wrong but i also know that i cant help it
so what will i doo ?????

anyone help me ..

Mum: sarah inty gaymah

Me : eywah

Mum : '3arebah wallah t3rfen el sa3a cham

Me : adrey adrey yomah
bs janey kaboos

Mum : smelah 3aleeh egrey 7bebtey egrey 3ala nafseech

Me : inshallah

Mum: tara bagy sa3teen 3al dwan lo tben terta7en swaya ana
b5ly Mery tgwmich

Me : la yoma abdel w ajhaaz a7san a9lan nawya aroo7 bdrey
lyoom

Mum : yallah okay sha6raa

i smiled .. she went

ma3gola m3golah an gyma hal 7azah mn tfkery fyh ?

la la ana mo 6be3eyah

i changed .. ate breakfast .. then waited for the driver





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Chapter 14

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Riiiiiiiiiiingggg !

It was My alarm

El sa3ah 4:30

Ahhh t3banah mashb3t noom !
Bs lazim aroo7 a9aaly ..

Twa'9et w 9alet w d3eet El7emdillah ♡

I went back to bed opened my Nokia phone

It was 4:49 am

Uff wajeed t3bana aby a'3eb

Jlast sar7ana b'3rfty leen ma jany noom

Knt afkr lo '3bt ymkn yfotny shay

Ymkn 9ar shay b59o9 Hamad ma3rfa

Ohooo !! 5ala9 lazim aroo7

76eet el ma5adah foog rasy 3shan ma anz3j mn ay 9oot w nemt .. ..

Next Morning

Mery : sosooo
Yalllllaaaaaaaa

Me: n3aaam ufff okayhh !

 I went to the toilet did my morning stuff , applied make up , ate breakfast
Then off to school

Awal ma d5alt 3anood fe wajhy

Anood : halla *mwah*

Me : ahlain *mwah*

Anood : mat9adgen meen shft

Me : meen ??

Anood : hamad mask mneera w nazl mn el syarah

Me : ♡,♡" .. Umm ha ha umm ween

Anood : t3ally

Jratny leen 3nd el 7mam

 Anood : may9eer tro7en chy

Me : shno laysh

Anood : waj'hch y5ar3 t3ally 76y some make up

Me : 7a6a -,-

Anood : shno nothing maybayeen

Me : okay yallah bs not too much

Anood : ;;) okay

Obviously it was too much
But I didn't want to look ugly as well !

Anood : t3ally 3ndna math first lesson mara7 nd5aal seedah ! bna5th 2 rounds around the school l3younch

Me : aahha yaaay okay inshalla Hamad mawjood

Students janbna tlaftoo

Anood : wa6eeey 9ootich f'9aaa7teena !

ME : okaaaayy okaaay. ,, yallla 3shan nl7aag !

Anood : yallah ;;) !

Anood akeed shkl'ha wajed a7la mny bs mafaakart lo L l7'9aah enah ra7 yshof'ha akthr mnee !

Anood : omggg omgg sara jhzay

Me : haa hha laa weeyh shasawy okay !!!


Hamad passed ..

Me : way way way 3alla galby way

Anood : hahahahhaha

Me : way mnah ma tlafat 7aaata !

Anood : aham shay shfteeyh

Me : I L O V E H I M ! ! !

Anood : adryy adreyyy feech

Me : Anood shasawy :''( magdr asta7mel

Anood : y3ny shbtsawen balla 3aleech

Me : maaadryyy

Anood : 7altich 9a3bah

Me : ;(

Anood : emshy emshy d5ly jdamy yallah

Me : okaay

The teacher gave us detention for lateness as usual !

The day passed so fast

W mashft 7amad bajey el youm

It was time to go Home

I packed my stuff , kissed my friends goodbye

Omw I listened to the radio because the CD's weren't in this car ( my father's car)

  Random songs month kl'hom 7lween bs a7saan mn el hdoo2 !

Went home ate luch as usual then watched tv

9:00 pm I was on bed

I opened my pictures file , That had hamad photo

I stayed hours and hours imagining things that would never happen

W lama 9araaat el sa3ah
        11:00

I kissed the screan put my phone on charge then when to sleep ♡


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Jaaa el 3eed w kel'na ensh'3alna 
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The next morning my mum came to me 

Mum : saraah ,, saraaah 

Me : hmm halla mama 

Mum : gomy yallah la t5arben rgadich bkrah madrissah ! 

Me : Enshallah Enshallah

Mum Opened my curtains and went 

I opened my eyes because the sun shines on my eyes ,, it Hurts ! 

I went to the toiled had a shower and went to the ( 9alah )

My mum was there I kissed her forehead

Me: 9ba7 el 5air

Mum : ay 9ba7 el sa3ah 12 

Me : hahahaha ok masaa2 el 5air 

Mum : ro7y drssy shwayah gbl la yejy obooch w nt'3adaa 

Me : *not intrested* Enshallah :)

Mum : sha6ra bnty 

Me in my mined "ufffff "

I opened my books and stared 
Thinking .. 

What is he doing right now 

I want to go there and kiss his cheaks 
But I know it'll never happen 

My phone ranged .. It was mneera 

I answered 

Me : halla

Mneera : ahlain ..come to grandma's 
House plzzzz 

Me : bshoof omy w brja3lch 

I pressed the mute button

Me : mama momkn 

Mum interrupting : laaaa  

Me : bal shd3wa 

Mum : bkrah school w inty 7ata madrasy 

Me: ma3ndy ay exam 

Mum : so 

Me : okay :)

I answered

Me : mneera omy mar'9at

Mneera : are you joking 

Me : la wallah serious 

Mneerah : laaish 

Mee : madry 

Mneera : uff

Me : yallah byee 

Mneera : byee

Disconnected ...

Mum : yallah edrissy 

Me : okay Enshallah

She went to her room .. G6eet ktby w nzalt t7t 

My dad came 

Dad : salaam 3aleekm

Me : w 3aleekm el salaam 

Dad : shely el akyas mn edy

Me : enshallah kany

Dad went up I took the bags with him Then sad on the table waiting for lunch

Mery : yalla akl jahiz 

Me : eee an6r Baba 

Mery : ok

The Day Ended and nothing new .. 

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Mneera came out told me let's go out she invited the rest and we walked around her garden

Suddenly mneera receives a call
I was wondering while my heart
Beats are increasing with no reason

Hamad ♡


Its hamad I tried to come closer to lsten to his voice but mneera walking away

He said he'll order us a dinner from Hardees

♡
anything from you Will be nice

We chatted and chatted about everything as soon as the dinner arrived my car came to pick me up

I ate so quick and rushed to the car  

 I starred at the window hoping to see hamad !

Bad Luck !

He was at his Majlis

I listened to the same song

El 3mr ma yswa ♡

Until I reached home

No one is at home so I wore my PJ's

And jumped on my bed ♡♡♡  

Of to dream land 

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Sorry for lateness I was so busy but
I promise I'll try hard to keep up this time ♡

The days passed and I was so close with anood we were like best friend

I didn't mind ghada any more because I loved how anood is in love

even her expressions made me feel happy

I tried to learn lessons from her ! She is a really brave girl




But everyone spoke about her in a bad way ! Okai she's applying makeup for school its her face not you'rs

We understand n9ay7km bs 3eeb titklmon chy as if awal mara yshofon a girl

I hated these kind of people so negative ! Its just makeup grow up !

I loved bodyshop I used to buy lip glosses and eye-liners <3 it was my second best friend at year 7

Anood used a bright pink mac blush and applied it all over her face yaa wee looked funny ..

Its a part of our childhood <3

We learn from our mistakes

I didn't mind what they said because hamad was all over my head

I tried to visit his house just to see him but he's always at his beach-house !

I prayed everyday for that moment to happen and I'm still waiting </3

Friday his sister asked me to join her and help her with her studies I was so nervous

I was day-dreaming imagining what if I saw him what will I do

On my way to their house I listened to

El 3mr Ma yswah ♡ my Favourite ♡ ♡ ♡

The best part that explained my feelings
Was :


كثر ما احبك انا احبك ويلي من حبك هناني بكاني خلني اعشق عيوبك ♡

دنيتي تضحك ليه بقربك خلني بقربك عمري حياتي حبيبي انا محبوبك ♡

لا تروح بعيد عن عيني يا ضوى عيني حبي جنوني وروحي فيك مجبروه

بس اشوفك تضحك سنيني يا حلو سنيني تغلى وتحلى في عيني وقلبي وشعوره. ♡ ♡


Ahhh I love it soo muuch :'')
T'3la w t7la b3eny w galby w sh3oorah ♡

As soon as the song ended

I reached his or her house mneera ~

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Teachers were warning us about exams 4 months Earlier 

Time passes so fast 

A month passed from mid-year Exams 

And 4 new girl just joined our class

1 Asian called marina 

2 American alice & Chris

1 Qatari Anood  

I tried to be in touch with Anood she seemed so innocent ~

Guess what =)) 

Ghada came up

Me; Halla 

Ghada; ga3da weya Anood ?

Me; eee laish 

Ghada ; Tara g3dy weyaha mayhmny ma7tar mn Hal shay

WTF hahahah =)) mn jab Hal 6ary !! So she is jealous 

Me; haaa

Ghada ; eee 7yaty w mn Gal ha sm3 

Me; okay ;s 

Anood came up

Anood : is everything okay ? 

Me while laughing ; yup

Anood was skinny tall and she had a short thick hair

I was fat not tall but tallest in my class 

 

Time passes anood got 2 new friends and I stayed apart 

Well I stayed with Ghada ;p 

I don't want problems between us 

She was or still my best friend ~

Ghada loved everyone to keep in-touched with her she likes that popular feeling ;p

I didn't disagree with anything or mentioned anything against her I just continued the way I was 

With time anood started putting makeup and wear extra accsisories

Then she started wearing skinny stuff people were talking and gossiping all about her 

I couldn't just do nothing I've heard enough horrible things about her ! 

I started to hang out more so later on we can be good friends 

W ba3deen Bagdr an9a7'ha 

She seemed in love she told me at first a fake story 

Me and my stupidness ! 

I told her about Hamad 

Guess what she told to her friend and  2 strangers ! 

With time I figured that these strangers know my mother :) wow ! 

Than she told me her real story with 4 guys =)) ya 4 guys 

Tn3jb bjmal w bs 

Matkaml 3 months ela she changed with another guy 

Ahhhh learn from me !!

7 months 9br ;,( <,3 

An6r el youm ely yjyny wakalmah 

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Hamad 

It's Hamad holding the other side of the door 

My heart skipped a beat I mean it

I'm not exadrating I mean it  

That strange feeling comes every-time he passes and skips a beat every time  I see him <3

Is it normal ? 

I just can't explain my self in words 

The way I love him can only be explained in songs I mean it songs only ! 

The day ended and I went home the normal roteen took place 

Days passes 

Love increases 

And end of year exams are close ! 

How was it ?