Chapter 14

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Riiiiiiiiiiingggg !

It was My alarm

El sa3ah 4:30

Ahhh t3banah mashb3t noom !
Bs lazim aroo7 a9aaly ..

Twa'9et w 9alet w d3eet El7emdillah ♡

I went back to bed opened my Nokia phone

It was 4:49 am

Uff wajeed t3bana aby a'3eb

Jlast sar7ana b'3rfty leen ma jany noom

Knt afkr lo '3bt ymkn yfotny shay

Ymkn 9ar shay b59o9 Hamad ma3rfa

Ohooo !! 5ala9 lazim aroo7

76eet el ma5adah foog rasy 3shan ma anz3j mn ay 9oot w nemt .. ..

Next Morning

Mery : sosooo
Yalllllaaaaaaaa

Me: n3aaam ufff okayhh !

 I went to the toilet did my morning stuff , applied make up , ate breakfast
Then off to school

Awal ma d5alt 3anood fe wajhy

Anood : halla *mwah*

Me : ahlain *mwah*

Anood : mat9adgen meen shft

Me : meen ??

Anood : hamad mask mneera w nazl mn el syarah

Me : ♡,♡" .. Umm ha ha umm ween

Anood : t3ally

Jratny leen 3nd el 7mam

 Anood : may9eer tro7en chy

Me : shno laysh

Anood : waj'hch y5ar3 t3ally 76y some make up

Me : 7a6a -,-

Anood : shno nothing maybayeen

Me : okay yallah bs not too much

Anood : ;;) okay

Obviously it was too much
But I didn't want to look ugly as well !

Anood : t3ally 3ndna math first lesson mara7 nd5aal seedah ! bna5th 2 rounds around the school l3younch

Me : aahha yaaay okay inshalla Hamad mawjood

Students janbna tlaftoo

Anood : wa6eeey 9ootich f'9aaa7teena !

ME : okaaaayy okaaay. ,, yallla 3shan nl7aag !

Anood : yallah ;;) !

Anood akeed shkl'ha wajed a7la mny bs mafaakart lo L l7'9aah enah ra7 yshof'ha akthr mnee !

Anood : omggg omgg sara jhzay

Me : haa hha laa weeyh shasawy okay !!!


Hamad passed ..

Me : way way way 3alla galby way

Anood : hahahahhaha

Me : way mnah ma tlafat 7aaata !

Anood : aham shay shfteeyh

Me : I L O V E H I M ! ! !

Anood : adryy adreyyy feech

Me : Anood shasawy :''( magdr asta7mel

Anood : y3ny shbtsawen balla 3aleech

Me : maaadryyy

Anood : 7altich 9a3bah

Me : ;(

Anood : emshy emshy d5ly jdamy yallah

Me : okaay

The teacher gave us detention for lateness as usual !

The day passed so fast

W mashft 7amad bajey el youm

It was time to go Home

I packed my stuff , kissed my friends goodbye

Omw I listened to the radio because the CD's weren't in this car ( my father's car)

  Random songs month kl'hom 7lween bs a7saan mn el hdoo2 !

Went home ate luch as usual then watched tv

9:00 pm I was on bed

I opened my pictures file , That had hamad photo

I stayed hours and hours imagining things that would never happen

W lama 9araaat el sa3ah
        11:00

I kissed the screan put my phone on charge then when to sleep ♡


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Chapter 13

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Jaaa el 3eed w kel'na ensh'3alna 
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The next morning my mum came to me 

Mum : saraah ,, saraaah 

Me : hmm halla mama 

Mum : gomy yallah la t5arben rgadich bkrah madrissah ! 

Me : Enshallah Enshallah

Mum Opened my curtains and went 

I opened my eyes because the sun shines on my eyes ,, it Hurts ! 

I went to the toiled had a shower and went to the ( 9alah )

My mum was there I kissed her forehead

Me: 9ba7 el 5air

Mum : ay 9ba7 el sa3ah 12 

Me : hahahaha ok masaa2 el 5air 

Mum : ro7y drssy shwayah gbl la yejy obooch w nt'3adaa 

Me : *not intrested* Enshallah :)

Mum : sha6ra bnty 

Me in my mined "ufffff "

I opened my books and stared 
Thinking .. 

What is he doing right now 

I want to go there and kiss his cheaks 
But I know it'll never happen 

My phone ranged .. It was mneera 

I answered 

Me : halla

Mneera : ahlain ..come to grandma's 
House plzzzz 

Me : bshoof omy w brja3lch 

I pressed the mute button

Me : mama momkn 

Mum interrupting : laaaa  

Me : bal shd3wa 

Mum : bkrah school w inty 7ata madrasy 

Me: ma3ndy ay exam 

Mum : so 

Me : okay :)

I answered

Me : mneera omy mar'9at

Mneera : are you joking 

Me : la wallah serious 

Mneerah : laaish 

Mee : madry 

Mneera : uff

Me : yallah byee 

Mneera : byee

Disconnected ...

Mum : yallah edrissy 

Me : okay Enshallah

She went to her room .. G6eet ktby w nzalt t7t 

My dad came 

Dad : salaam 3aleekm

Me : w 3aleekm el salaam 

Dad : shely el akyas mn edy

Me : enshallah kany

Dad went up I took the bags with him Then sad on the table waiting for lunch

Mery : yalla akl jahiz 

Me : eee an6r Baba 

Mery : ok

The Day Ended and nothing new .. 

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Mneera came out told me let's go out she invited the rest and we walked around her garden

Suddenly mneera receives a call
I was wondering while my heart
Beats are increasing with no reason

Hamad ♡


Its hamad I tried to come closer to lsten to his voice but mneera walking away

He said he'll order us a dinner from Hardees

♡
anything from you Will be nice

We chatted and chatted about everything as soon as the dinner arrived my car came to pick me up

I ate so quick and rushed to the car  

 I starred at the window hoping to see hamad !

Bad Luck !

He was at his Majlis

I listened to the same song

El 3mr ma yswa ♡

Until I reached home

No one is at home so I wore my PJ's

And jumped on my bed ♡♡♡  

Of to dream land 

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Sorry for lateness I was so busy but
I promise I'll try hard to keep up this time ♡

The days passed and I was so close with anood we were like best friend

I didn't mind ghada any more because I loved how anood is in love

even her expressions made me feel happy

I tried to learn lessons from her ! She is a really brave girl




But everyone spoke about her in a bad way ! Okai she's applying makeup for school its her face not you'rs

We understand n9ay7km bs 3eeb titklmon chy as if awal mara yshofon a girl

I hated these kind of people so negative ! Its just makeup grow up !

I loved bodyshop I used to buy lip glosses and eye-liners <3 it was my second best friend at year 7

Anood used a bright pink mac blush and applied it all over her face yaa wee looked funny ..

Its a part of our childhood <3

We learn from our mistakes

I didn't mind what they said because hamad was all over my head

I tried to visit his house just to see him but he's always at his beach-house !

I prayed everyday for that moment to happen and I'm still waiting </3

Friday his sister asked me to join her and help her with her studies I was so nervous

I was day-dreaming imagining what if I saw him what will I do

On my way to their house I listened to

El 3mr Ma yswah ♡ my Favourite ♡ ♡ ♡

The best part that explained my feelings
Was :


كثر ما احبك انا احبك ويلي من حبك هناني بكاني خلني اعشق عيوبك ♡

دنيتي تضحك ليه بقربك خلني بقربك عمري حياتي حبيبي انا محبوبك ♡

لا تروح بعيد عن عيني يا ضوى عيني حبي جنوني وروحي فيك مجبروه

بس اشوفك تضحك سنيني يا حلو سنيني تغلى وتحلى في عيني وقلبي وشعوره. ♡ ♡


Ahhh I love it soo muuch :'')
T'3la w t7la b3eny w galby w sh3oorah ♡

As soon as the song ended

I reached his or her house mneera ~

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Teachers were warning us about exams 4 months Earlier 

Time passes so fast 

A month passed from mid-year Exams 

And 4 new girl just joined our class

1 Asian called marina 

2 American alice & Chris

1 Qatari Anood  

I tried to be in touch with Anood she seemed so innocent ~

Guess what =)) 

Ghada came up

Me; Halla 

Ghada; ga3da weya Anood ?

Me; eee laish 

Ghada ; Tara g3dy weyaha mayhmny ma7tar mn Hal shay

WTF hahahah =)) mn jab Hal 6ary !! So she is jealous 

Me; haaa

Ghada ; eee 7yaty w mn Gal ha sm3 

Me; okay ;s 

Anood came up

Anood : is everything okay ? 

Me while laughing ; yup

Anood was skinny tall and she had a short thick hair

I was fat not tall but tallest in my class 

 

Time passes anood got 2 new friends and I stayed apart 

Well I stayed with Ghada ;p 

I don't want problems between us 

She was or still my best friend ~

Ghada loved everyone to keep in-touched with her she likes that popular feeling ;p

I didn't disagree with anything or mentioned anything against her I just continued the way I was 

With time anood started putting makeup and wear extra accsisories

Then she started wearing skinny stuff people were talking and gossiping all about her 

I couldn't just do nothing I've heard enough horrible things about her ! 

I started to hang out more so later on we can be good friends 

W ba3deen Bagdr an9a7'ha 

She seemed in love she told me at first a fake story 

Me and my stupidness ! 

I told her about Hamad 

Guess what she told to her friend and  2 strangers ! 

With time I figured that these strangers know my mother :) wow ! 

Than she told me her real story with 4 guys =)) ya 4 guys 

Tn3jb bjmal w bs 

Matkaml 3 months ela she changed with another guy 

Ahhhh learn from me !!

7 months 9br ;,( <,3 

An6r el youm ely yjyny wakalmah 

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Hamad 

It's Hamad holding the other side of the door 

My heart skipped a beat I mean it

I'm not exadrating I mean it  

That strange feeling comes every-time he passes and skips a beat every time  I see him <3

Is it normal ? 

I just can't explain my self in words 

The way I love him can only be explained in songs I mean it songs only ! 

The day ended and I went home the normal roteen took place 

Days passes 

Love increases 

And end of year exams are close ! 

How was it ? 

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I reached home 

Went to my bedroom & grabbed my stuff ( clothes) and changed into a JC track-suit 

Usually i wait for my father to arrive so we can eat lunch together but it was already 3:09pm 

And I'm starving 

I called my father 

Me; halla baba 

Dad ; hallla 

Me ; baba j3t wenk ?

Dad; f 6reeg f 6reeg

Me ; okay then bye 

Dad ; yalla bye bye 

But I couldn't wait ;( 

 

Mom; roo7y ekly Ana bag3d weya oboch 

Me; okay 

I ate then went to bed

It 6;30pm 

Mom ; saraaa ... SAROOH

Me; hmmm 

Mom; mo 3adtivh tnamen el 39r gomy 9ar el ma'3arb w 5rabty nomch !

Me; shasawy t3banah mama 

Mother ; yalllah yalllah 

Wala agol

Kamly nomch L'9b7

Me; wal wal magdr b7awl yallla  G'n

W Kamlt nomy 

Gmt sa3ah 4;00 am & I was sweating ! 

So I went to the toilet and had a quick warm shower <3 

Then changed into my school uniform 

Put on some makeup 

Finally my breakfast was ready 

I ate with no rush ! 

Mum came 

Mom ; saroy 

Me while kissing her forehead 

; Halla

Mum; mta gmt ?

Me; 4 

Mum; badry

Me; ehhh bs 5l9t '3ara'9y 3ala ra7ty 

 

Mum; sfty many badry no ts'hreen

Me; inshallah

I was surprised she didn't comment on my makeup 

She was in a good mood

So I went to school 

Greeted my friends the went to class

 I concentrated well ;) 

The day went nothing new 

The last lesson was English

The teacher wanted her markers it was in her room which was in the other building 

She asked for help because she couldn't leave the class 

All girls were busy I was the only available one

So she choose me !

I went 

It was awkward how I walked alone 

Everywhere was quite  

 The door between two buildings was closed so I opened it 

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Hamad and his young sister 

<3,<3 ahhh  

I love him his hair face smile

 just kills me inside 

he's hot in my eyes 

Not to others 

I love the way he holds his sisters hands I just wish I was there instead ! 

He came signed his name and his sisters 

I didn't want to show feelings so I just smiled at his sister then went 

His only sister was named  mnera after her grandmother ( father-side) 

I loved how mnera talked About Hamad even the negative stuff was positive and cute to me 

Back to reality 

Every weekend I loved to spend it at my grandpa's because there'll be a chance we meet 

I loved school because of Hamad

I  just can't wait to see him there

I usually fight for the last seat in class but since the day Hamad entered my heart

I always sit In front

In order to see him pass the core-door <3 

Through the door window ! 

My friends and classmates

realized that something is wrong with me

 since I always daydream  listen to love Songs 

And how i put makeup !

I just couldn't handle my self ! 

I can't tell him

I can't 

He's my cuzn ! 

Msta7yl bygol Ana mb mtrabyah 

I wish e7na mthl el2janb 

The school lessons ended and I rushed to my car

Then I told the driver to play rashed Al Majed C'D 

My house was 25 minutes away 

L2an z7ma ! 

Knt afakr shlon agolah shloon? 

Wana maby athkr esmy ! 

<\3

The song Ana '9ayeg played ! 

جيت بحبي ولا هو ذنبي لان قلبي ماهو محايد

مابغى غيره شره وخيره ياهي حيره قلبه بايد

انا الوافي وهو الجافي حبي صافي وجرحه سايد

انا ضايق وبالي ضايق .. انا ضايق وبالي ~ضايق

jeet b7by w laho thanby ! 

Let a7d yfhamny bs yaleet .. 

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Exams came and past 

My grades were one A two B's four C's and two d's

Obviously It not good

I was a bit afraid of my parents  (not because they'll abuse me ) ;p but i hate to see them angry 

especially 

If i was the reason ..

Ghada; sara ?

Me ; Ghada Omg i have to delete hamad  

Ghada; laish ?

Me; my family already shakaw  w  ys2lony plz plz

Ghada; okai dgeega 

Me; *worried*  asr3

Ghada; done ,, 

Me; uff shasawy

I made up stories 

Dont think they believed me 

I'll pass it 

After 3 (year) i discovered that she may done it on purpose because ive spread a story about her before we'll not but she think that i did 

Back here 

I had trips and days i never forgot y7 awwh it was one of my favorite <\3

Me; Ghada are you still with rashed ?

Ghada ; winty shakoo ?

Me ; bal bal as2l

Ghada ; laa2 tfaragna w kil'n shaf 6rejah

Me: laish 7lata el 7ub f hal 3mr w f hight school kil mkan tshofena 

Ghada; smiled

Then 

Walked faster and left me behind 

Me; wait wait

Ghada ignored

How nice :)

I walked to my class normally then went home

Next Morning

Mery; saraah sarah gomii gomii

Me; ufff zain gmt 

Mery ; yaaalla madrassa

I forced my self to stand and walk to the bathroom

Mery went down

 i ran to my bed again =))

30 minutes later

Mom ; saroooh inty layl7en hnee ? 

Me ; labyh inshalla yoma 

Ran So fast washed ma face and put on some eyeliner and mascara 

Last but not least a bit if lipstick 

I took my sandwich & rushed down 

It was 7:00 already 

My mum was down she saw my makeup and asked me or should i say forced me to wash it away 

I was so angry washed it she was waiting for me down she saw my face 

Then she released me

Thank god we go on separated cars  

I had mascara in my bag and lipstick so i added some on my way ;p

I asked the driver to play the CD it was RASHED AL MAJED's CD

I loved him so much !

I listened to 

ماخبروك اني عليك انت ميت 

ماقد سمعت بها ولايوم للحين 

ياليت عيني عنك صدت وعيت

بعدين قلي معك بعدين وبعدين 

❤❤❤ 

All i was thinking of hamad 

<3

When i reached school it was already 7:45

I had to sign a sheet then skip the hole lesson just sitting in silence 

In a room were all students are sent if they were late

Before i sign there was a quo i waited for 10 minutes then wa2a5eran the hall was empty

 while i was writing my name and signing 

  

My heart beats were getting faster and faster with no reason

Then I heard the door opening

<3

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This week went so slow i didnt study well

I was just wondering were's hamad and what is he doing right now

 

I used to waste my time by

 putting on my mp3 player and listen to my favorite songs

 القلب سلم لك أمـره ... في حالتـي إنت أدرى

ياللي حنانـك وطيبك ... تنحـط ع الجرح يبرى

شفـاف يانـورعينـي ... حـبـوب قلبك يبينـي

زهرة شبابـي وسنيني ... تفـداك ألفـيـن مـره

الله لـمـا تّـكـلـم ... كـنـك تغـنـي ترنـم

الورد منـك تعـلـم ... والشـاعر يضيع شِعـره

حنـون ربي يصونـك ... فـي طيبتـك في عيونك

دنيـاك حبـي وكونك ... ياطيب عمـري وعطـره

فديت صوتـك فديتـك ... شفتك عشقتـك هويتـك

ياليت تـدري ياليتـك ... غـلاك ياكـبـر قـدره

I loved that part "shft 3shgtk hawetk" 

W knt agol (aahhh lo t7s fyny )

Knt ad3y rby ashofah 9dfah wafr7 bshofta'h

Suddenly

Merry; saraaah sarrrrah

Me; n3m n3m ?

Merry; ghada fe telpon !

Me ; 5ala9 okai okai roo7y 

I went down and grabed the phone from my nanny's hands

Me; aloo'h ?

Ghada ; halla sara

Me ; oooh ahlain a5barch ?

Ghada ; tmam

Me; doo ( ghada interrupted )

Ghada; 5alna mn edl3  abech b salfaa

Me; amry

Ghada ; Sara laish mat'9efen hamad on Fb

Me ; NO WAY

Ghada ; laish

Me ; inty habla shbygol 3ny

Ghada ; 3ady i have my cousins in fb ! 

Me ; la ana '3air

Ghada ; ohoo closed minded

Me; la la bs mb 3adla'h bygoloon glelat el 2db

Ghada ; laish shbtgolen ?

Me ; wala shay O,O

Ghada ; 5ala9 3yal 

Me ; mmm bfkr 

Ghada ; kyfch !

Me ; uff minch 5ala9 5ala9 okai bs my laptop 5rbab ;( 

Ghada ; aana a'9ef'ha lich

Me ; okai my user SaraXXXXX

W my pass *******

Ghada ; d5lt

Me ; i'm nervous

Ghada ; ohooo ma3ach

Me ; 5ala9 ,,5ala9

Ghada ; i've sent a request 

Me ; (while sweating ) oohh zain =D

Days passed

And hamad didnt accepted -,-

Ghada decided to write a message 

"Add Me i'm XXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXX " 

One day went by  and hamad at last accepted ! 

Me; Ghada 9wry bjwalich Hamads album aby ashofa please please

Ghada; la la shd3wa

Me; please please please please please 

Ghada ; ma3a wayhich inzain =))

I received all available photos it helped alot since i didnt saw hamad for 2 week    

I stayed up late staring and thinking about the photos till i felt asleep ;")

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Me; Ghada walla shakly a7ba mat7seen enah 7lw ?

Ghada: wa3 =)) 

Me; wallah m7d 7lw b3eny '3airah fl school

Ghada; dont  exaggerate 

Me; madry bs fe feeling passes my heart kil ma ymr

Ghada; shay 6be3y ymkn mashftyh mn zman 

Me ; ymkn .. Ymkn !

Days passes w kil yoom yzed el2jab 

6b3n magdr asawy shay :)

Sometimes i smile to him bs mayla7'9

Sometime i follow him ..

Nothing new

I thought that he doesn't look at me because i'm ugly so 

Before the next day starts i went to my mothers room took some make up and put them in my bag

As soon as i arrived to school i went to ghada told her about my feelings and asked for help

She thought me how to put makeup

And i learned from the first try ;)

5 minutes left for the bell to ring ghada went

I add on some eyeliner and lipgloss plus abit of Mac-light pink blush

I was so happy walking with no fear the day passed so fast and i didn't see hamad ;( 

As soon as i reached home my mom was mad she said i was too young for makeup and people will think about me in a bad way  And my skin and and and .......

I didnt care i just say (inshalla) !

I went to my room and searched his name in facebook 

I found him

Ooh he looked so cute in the photo ;,) 

Cant help it 

Ate lunch and done my homework's 

It was 9:00 pm 

I was so tiered so i went to sleep 

The next day teachers gave us schedules for the mid-year exams 

I was nervous since i have a crush on hamad i didn't concentrated enough  or study

;(

Ghada; told me that maha changed school and shes aiming  to vist 

;D relieved at last thank god she changes school

Plus

My old hamad did too ;( but i'm not that sad because i was embraced too when i knew  that ghada told rashid and rashid told him

Atleast i got rid of the f'9e7a

My cousin hamad covered the last hamads  place ;')

So this week was study-week 

We don't get to go school 

Just study at home 

Every song i listen to was related to him 

I used to go to his facebook page read el 2sh3al put them into google then listen to the song

 ;,,)

 i love him

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summer passed through so fast but i had Enough fun with the family travelling 

shopping and  gathering with them

my cousins were fine to me

 i didn't act weired after what they did

 i didn't  have the time to explain or to understand

 things just happened so fast 

however school is back or should i say high school ;)

grade6 or year7 leaving the primary building and going to secondary

ahhh whata a feeling 

i was so excited this year we have extra subjects extra rooms and going around 

alot 

sitting with older student ... Cool ooh ya i was a kid 

First day of High-School

i went into the building ... i was so nervous but my happiness covers that on my face 

i went to my first class my teacher was quite sweet she asked the whole class about their summer and how they spent it 

the bell however ranged the teacher gaved us our schedule and of we went to our classes 

everything changed now i have a locker i have to pass sometimes the whole building to catch up with the other class ,in primary we didn't

 all classes were squashed together we barely walked 

i loved it though 

i was surprised i didn't saw ghada i was hoping she didn't change school i didn't know anyone here

i went to my first class it was French the teacher was so kind she gave us colors :p we were old enough for that but we couped with it 

30 minutes passed SUDDENLY 

Ghada

Ghada entered 

i was happy smiling and waving at her 

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ma36tny wayh 

she was smiling to her classmates 

i finished my work and waited for break 

riiiiiiinngggg

BREAK AT LAST 

i rushed out to the canteen ate and sat down 5 minutes later i went in to search for ghada 

she was in the toilet putting lip gloss -__-

i said hi she hugged me and said

Ghada : i miss you 

Me : Mee Tooo

Ghada: yalla 5al n6l3 nakl 

Me : okai yalla

i was surprised she forgot about what i did O.O

i ate but though ordered again and ate again with her 

we sat on a clean table ate and spoke about random stuff 

  Ghada and i had lots in common we loved the same things we had the same taste ...                                                       

  But no one can notice everyone looked up for ghada but not me they judged me on my look ! 

However i didn't cared  that much about it instead  i acted that i was okay so ghada cant find out 

Ghada ; yalla sara ran el jaras

Me ; yalla kany

Ghada went to the toilet washed her hands  put some  lip gloss on and went to her locker i was just following her ..

Me : wayed mastansa a7s 7lw high school 

Ghada ; eee 9a7  this face was on ":)" 

So we went to our lessons nothing new

Me; a5eran bnrj3 el byt

Ghada while smiling to others ; eee ee 

She was looking at the boys i can see  eyes under her ray-ban glasses 

Didn't mentioned anything

My side

it was kinda awkward looking at my (male) cousins going to their lessons while i am too

Not comfortable .. But cute

In a result I had to watch my self and my dfasha against others

Days passes nothing really interesting but ... 

I with time find out that i have a crush on one of my cousins 0.O 

 Couldn't get an explanation for that so i rushed down to ghada i needed her help

His name was Hamad ! Every time he passes a strange feeling passes my heart too i never experiences that but i think I'm in love . . . . . .

chapter 2

hi i'm back sorry for the lateness l2an i accidentally deleted the 3 chapters i wrote already !

i know i stopped now like for a month but you know its ramadan and i was so busy
especially that i wrote my chapters in my notepad but then i found out that i cant post it
using my phone it gets messy as soon as i post and so (m3 dfashty ) accidentally i deleted both 2&3

i'm so so sorry again hope you enjoy it ...

i was happy for ghada to be in-love 

So

 my cousins are in the same school but younger than me i told them about ghada  becaues i wanted them to be in-touch with me & to be upgraded all time ....i  told them ..

Me:PROMISE YOU DONT MENTION IT TO ANYONE I TRUSTED YOU REMEMBER

They say ; AKEED MAT'TH8EN FYNA ?

Me: Embala bs...

Them : Bs shno kamly kamly agool

6b3an i told them every thing i wanted them to be happy for her

2 weeks maroo 3ala 5air

 the next morning Suddenly ghada ran to me

Me: hala walla

Ghada : how did i trusted you ??

Me : ha O.O

Ghada : maglt lach matgolen 7ag a7ad laish the WHOLE SCHOOL YADREYBY

Me : 3an shno  titkalameen

maknt arag3 i didnt think for a second that my cousins will spread the word

Ghadaa: latsta'3ben kiln yadry 3an rashid laish gltyl'hm

Me: maglt ela 7ag one of my cousins

Ghada:  I TRUSTED YOU W YOU PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANY ONE

Me: well i kida did

she went

Maha was ghada BEST friend well she was her favorite :) because she was the one skinny mafyha jmal bs her personality zft ! w ghada likes her

she hated me

Maha came up to me

Me: halla walllah

Maha: ya3ny mstansa bily sawetyh b ghada 9a7 .. 9a7? she TRUSTED YOU
T3RFEN SHNO Y3NY TRUST laish nshrty el salfa

Me: ana maglt ela 7g wa7da

Maha: kathaba

Me : wallla

Me: SALWAAA..

salwa came up my cousin ana gilt lach el salfa w i trusted you shloon draw el 3alm ?

Salwa : i told 7ag my best friend noora she had a crush on rashied and so she spread it

me : ween noora

Maha Whispered : '3abeya

 though rolled her eyes and went

Me: mahaa ..  mahaaa

maha ignored

how nice

everything happened so quick cant wait to go home

i'm still alive at school because of hamad

lolah maknt msh6a6a ajy :"(

m3ana it's embracing wayeed bs yalla ..

he never looked at me though ! but i had a crush and every time he passes me i feel refreshed again =)

summer came up i was so relived and looking forward to travel
and forget about what happens in school :")

days passed maly wayeh ajabl akalm ghada

i missed the phone calls but nothing would help so i moved on ....

chater 1

chapter 1








this  story is 100% real happened already in Qatar it'll end with a love story
hope you enjoy`

(first chapters will be not so interesting l2an ga3da aktb g9at hal bnayah mn youm she was young )


(in the story my name is Sara) Enjoy



its really hard remembering everything but I'll try to include all i remember ...


 i was a regular girl with big dreams i wasn't the sporty one neither the dirty one i was just normal lazy to write homework's chatty in class board all day just waiting for the last minute when the bell rings so i can finally go home and EAT

(food) eating was one of my favorite way to keeping  my self from getting bored  i used to order secretly junk food and eat it when ever I'm bored i didn't care about my weight but i still wished i had a slim body so then people or (boys) being exact can look forward to liking me

i know what you'll think about me in a bad way but i was Innocent i wanted to look like those pretty girls with skinny legs and flat stomach


but i couldn't help my self i used to crave alot and then eat eat eat and eat what ever i find in the refrigerator later on my mom tries to stop me but then i used to think she stops me from eating and keeps the food because she hates me !! and there i go crying all day long ....


 i had a friend at school called ghada she used to tell me that shes in love with a guy called rashed and hes cute he loves her alot


rashed was the guy everyone look at  he was an idol handsome & hot he used to fail his subjects to look cool ;p (year 5-6) every time we pass the corridor we see him been kicked out of the class sitting all alone looking forward to see ghada ! ....


ghada was my best friend i used to stay with her on phone for hours and hours we sing tell stories and study on phone together


days passes she tells me about her bf and how every night  she calls and he tell her how important she is to him and he tell her i wanna marry you and you'll be my future wife we'll travel someday and we'll have kids i just feel happy for her not being jealous but I'd wish i had a bf like hers someday ..


 i had a crush on a boy called hamad he was rasheds friend not attractive maby not even qatari but i had a crush on him of curse i couldn't keep it from my best friend ghada i told her what i feel and she replies


ghada:omg laa hay mo walad 3eelah 5leeyh ywaly mashfty rashed 7beeby mn 3ayla m3rooofa bacher la 7ebetyh w tbon titzwjon shbtgoloon 7ag el nas w ahlich beywafgon ?!


 me : no way ywafgon tadreen ahly so stricked w mo ay wa7d ymly 3eenhm


ghada: 3ayal 5ly 3anich hal swalif ....


 ana wa7da knt masawy tsree7at mthl ghada shakly kan lo3ah especially at the mornings my nanny used to fix my hair i used to eat breakfast not bothering to wash my teeth just don't want to be late for school ...

 ghada was not skinny but overweight a little she used to wear bracelets and change  her pants often lo look different although my family was more known than hers but i didn't care i was fat short and messy not so white but 7an6aweyah


back to me and ghada

durng breaks ghada had her own friends to sit with i was just walking around chat with different people although i was her friend she didn't really care if i was there or not the school year was about to end and there ( exams are about to start )


  day after day home time i used to look forward to see hamad everyday before the year ends but one day  i recognise rashed and hamad laughing looking towards me in a rude way


i rushed home called ghada and was so embarrassed  i told her what i saw and asked her if she told rashed about my crush on hamad ! there she goes w bkl broodah w ba9a6a

ghada: ee sorry sarah ! ma5sh 3an rashed shay ...

you know that smiley face on bbm :) its a smile but wasn't meant for happiness yes yes that was exactly my feeling inside

ghada: sara ?

me : laish tgoleen she replied 3ady weeyh shfech tara el 7yah 7lwah w you shouldn't be so sad thats the truth lo inty tabeenah y3rf enah y7bich kah 3raf 5la9 ...


well knt abyh y3rf bs mo bhal 6re8a w mob kil rab3ah y3rfon 3any bs ma3aha 7ag w masheet el mw'9o3
 

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